Vox, it has been ages since my last entry. I apoligize for slacking. I need to stay organized and motivated. I have felt like I am in several thousand places at once and going to Venice for a mini vacation didn't solve this problem one bit. Yet educated me in a draining way. I suppose that is how I needed to learn. A little drainage here and there puts me in place but a few days behind. I missed class twice this week so far. I'm behind...way behind in education. I'm learning more about the things I love but that isn't good enough for my GED. I should just get the work over with and put my Astrology studies to the side. Wait.. cancel. I can do both.
I'm writing more than usual, always a plus. My garden is in progress... just slow progress. But whateva, atleast there is some sort of action taking place. I'm growing so far... Sage, Rose Mary and Cayenne.
Smoke break. I will write later on.
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I should quit smoking herb and cigarettes until I receive my GED because I'm a big time procrastinator. Less smoking will increase my studies tremendously. Finished 'Im not myself these days' took forever, due to losing the book several times..as well as my slow reading level. I seem to be reading faster since I am now a reborn again bookworm. Now I need to finish Steppenwolf and Astrology for the Soul.
I've learned my purpose for life from astrology. I'm going to continue life with art or else my ego would leak through my mind like every other human being that destroys themselves, for fun. How lame. We have all became so lame. Time to change, time is right.
----> Getting Employed, Make art underneath the bridge nearby, Take pictures underwater at one of the Springs, as well begin drawing on cavas's for the pictures.... oh and buying some supplies would help too. Also... need to paint the little fence I found and stake that into the ground. I want some Sunflowers growing and Venus fly traps.
Ahhh!Update vox.
My wife is comign to town!!! Im slacking in class. Have not been going to class. Lady's back in town. I need to see my lyndol. As well as experience a peaceful, relaxing night. My sister stopped talking to me. I didn't quit smoking like I said I would, yet again. Matt is moving to orlando apparently. My memory is still fuzzy. I have not been writing. BUT I have been writing more than usual. Im tired. Im hungry... breakfast time. Then class... maybe.
Autumn is here. Im improving.
